Why did i choose Agricultural Science?
Because it's broad and general,
So that i could have more time to figure out want i really want to do.
That was 3 years ago.
Now, i'm still unsure of what i want to do.
But it's okay,
I can be many
It's sad we are trying to identify ourselves to just specific area or career
For me, i want to master the roots and know everything,
Because i know everything is related to each other,
Thinking about just one thing won't work,
One thing doesn't come from vacuum,
It comes from something and another something which relates to other something
So, to calm the unresting feeling i have about not knowing what i could do,
I shall say to myself,
You are learning inportant things,
You may not see the importance of it now,
Nor can try to apply it straight away,
You already know you can only make things really happen according your ideal in a few decades to come,
It takes time, knowledge and experience,
So now, you are part of that process itself,
You are learning, getting the knowledge and experience, consuming the time it takes to get there,
So be calm, don't worry about you not doing the right thing.
Keep it slow, you're on the right track,
You are learning the abc's of one part,
And then you would start on the reading and applying your reading,
And there are another thousands of other parts,
Take it easy,
You are doing the right thing.
You are sowing the seed.
Let's focus on sowing it right,
Watering it fresh everyday,
With visions and prayers,
That it would grow properly,
Watch it, take care of it, gracefully.
Now, be calm,
You're doing it right,
Enjoy the time sowing and preparing,
For this is what you would remember and contemplate on the most once you would cultivate everything in the future
P/s: i already have plans but it' just that i don't feel like what i'm doing right now is right for that. Everything will go well, it's fine.